What am I doing here? I feel like I’m just successfully getting through every day instead of living a life. I feel like I’m disappearing, and no one could ever really hear or see me, anyway.
When I heard this one as a teenager, the sound of it felt very close to the terrible feeling in my heart and my body that would sometimes recede, but never go away. It still won’t go away.
“You aren’t never going anywhere,
I ain’t never going anywhere.”